Pink Chanel I'm just like you

Life is still as it is ...
posted on Saturday, August 16, 2014 at 7:07 PM | 0 cmnt/s

& so, I am turning 23 years old this year. They say, once you've passed 21, time flies extremely fast. Is like the next thing you know, you're already 30! (WOAH, THAT IS HUGE) Like everyone else, I am afraid to grow old.

As usual, people come and go. Time didn't heal anything actually, it just kinda make me forget or move on or live it or maybe DEAL with it. There was a period or "season"? that I thought, i repeat I THOUGHT - or my brain thinks or maybe my heart felt "in love" ergh, typing out "in love" already makes me sick. I told myself many many many many times not to fall or have feelings involved and yes, I failed, unfortunately. That was my first time after my bad relationship during my late teens (ahems I'm in my early 20s now hehe) I actually fell for someone. Stupidly, foolishly fell. I was disappointed, sad and angry. The mixed emotions I had was crazy.

Anyway ...

Besides all that, I've already moved on to another different path. I finally got over and with retail. Ok, so retail was just a part-time job kinda thing. I didn't want to pursue it any further ..

I remembered blogging about what soap I used for my bad blemished, acne skin. So, here is a picture that was taken today with very make up skill of course and is not filtered or edited.



It's not flawless nor clean. I'm so happy w the fact I can put on make up. I've always been so envious with those girls who can play with make up. I wasn't jealous of course, I'm always content with what I have. Right now, I am dealing with scars, marks, large pores. I'm quite stable with the facial products that I am currently using.  




I just feel like blogging. Now that I am working on weekdays, I'm sure I have the time on weekends that is if I feel like blogging.







I spent my Saturday almost the whole day at the River Safari. Company Family Day, 14'.
It didn't rain at all, thank god for that. I was literally with the boy above ( I don't even know his name) but he is so cute. & I was drained out.


Till next time!

xx
Shiela
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