Pink Chanel I'm just like you

posted on Tuesday, May 31, 2011 at 6:31 AM | 0 cmnt/s

Extremely bad skin allergies. Bloody rashes and skin problems. I had like 2 japs . && loads of medications . Cannot believe that because of all these , I've gotten myself 3 days on medical leave. Tomorrow's my off day . But you know what, why not eh ? I mean , it's legal and all . This kind of thing don't come in easy you know. On top of that , it's bloody expensive. 

Even when I'm working in the afternoon ( I thought I was uh , I brought like my shoes and uniform and everythin' else.) , I had t wake up as early as 9 in the morning. I cab-ed all the way from here t the doc from the doc t home. && I had my hair done. It was v impromptu actually. I went t the usual . Initial plan was t colour my hair . But then , my top was already in bad shaped . So , I got my hair straighted out again. It's really dry now . I also got myself a couple of Shiseido ( however you spell it ) hair product. I spent less than a 150/- on hair . 



DAY 1 . 


After spending 3 hours at the hair saloon , did my nails too btw . I went home for lunch got myself another book and slept the whole day . pretty much that was it. I wonder if I could like survive for the another 3 days.

posted on at 1:37 AM | 0 cmnt/s

posted on Sunday, May 29, 2011 at 8:26 PM | 0 cmnt/s

pointless . work haven't even started , I am already looking forward to end of the day . Pay day is tomorrow night.  I don't know if I have any motivation for work today. Let's just hope I do , yeah ? I hope all the fun people are working today . Oh , have you seen our uniform ? It reminds me of annoying orange . Mine's temp. I'm wearing PT uniform till FT uniform is out . I really like the new uniform though. Very very high summer very very colour clash.


Anyway ,  I've got t go . Happy Sunday !


&& dearest JUNE , for the past few months things got from bad t worst and now it's gettin' a little bit better than rest . I really hope you'll be nice t me . I know it should be me doing my best right ? So , yeah . It's fast how time flies. 



posted on Saturday, May 28, 2011 at 7:24 AM | 0 cmnt/s

You know, you have t listen t both sides of the story. I'm not saying I'm a saint , I don't fall in love and I don't make mistakes, I do . It's obvious that you were really referring t me . I shall not blame you. I do wish we could somehow communicate like talk things out . I really am someone whom you can talked t if you're not happy w something or not . Yes , I was so young and stupid and maybe I am being so unreasonable . But you can't blame me right ? I appreciate it that you were there for me when I needed help. I won't forget that, I promised. It's sad that we're now so far away from each other. I couldn't accept the fact that we all are growing up so yeah . 

Oh hi , so let's just forget about it . I don't care anymore .

I bought a few stuffs bits and pieces from here and there . I've not cleared my reservations . I mean, everybody in the world somehow take advantage on this sales period. I AM GUILTY . I spent like 30 dollars at DIVA ? A couple of sale items , regular price w my discount coupons. I mean, IT"S SALES RIGHT ? $6 for rings , $9 for this and that && $20 after discount for another this and that . Yeahhhh . 

the things I'm looking forward w an additional discount ; 

- JAMIE SKINNY . 
- BROWN SKINNY BELT 
- DENIM JACKET 
- PURPLE SLIP ON THINGY

this is crazy . I finally got my phone back. I was phone-less for like urm 2 t 3 weeks ? Cannot believed that I actually survived. Praised the lord for that! I don't have any up - coming events or what . I've been doing some thinking about changing my job scope. I'm still scared . I mean, I've been working here for about erm 2yrs plus minus somewhere there ? I'm used t the people and environment and w the daily things I do . Having 2days off now is already a plus point for me.  You know how much I hate decision making. 

oh well . 

posted on Tuesday, May 24, 2011 at 10:17 AM | 0 cmnt/s

I really really don't know why am I up at this hour . I got home like an hour ago. I did all the minor minor VM things while A did the major ones. It took me like the whole entire day. Mind you, I had Full Shift today . Gees , I know I suck at it but I really like doing it. You don't need t exercise if you're always doing it . No kidding :)


Anyways , I had movies w Feeq and Iqbal on Monday. ( my off day ) How nice of em' boys t actually hang out w me. I sounded so desperate askin' everybody out on Monday. Feeq agreed even though he was like dead beat. Bal just go w the flow. (forever lah he) . We watched Paul at Plaza Sing . I wanted Strictly Pancakes but they all can't be bothered w me and my cravings . 


Next shifts is like , Afternooon and Full . I love the fact that my bestfriend makes me laugh everyday at work. & so does the rest . 

posted on Saturday, May 21, 2011 at 7:47 PM | 0 cmnt/s

There are days when you don't feel like working at all. Absolutely no mood at all. Not even a single bit. Okay, so you get what I mean. & today was the day. TGIF , indeed. You know, I really really a million billion times hate the before and after sales period. Preparation for sales and the aftermath of sale. Some human being are so barbaric when it come t sales. Because I've got no mood , M or A must had noticed it. I'm sorry guys.


Kindly ignore the post below. I was like erm suddenly feeling kind of emotional when I accidentally stumbled onto somethin' or someone I don't wish t remember. I have the " don't care , don't wanna know , don't mentioned he's/her name anymore attitude" Bottom-line, in my world you're fuckin' dead. That's how strong I am . 


Actually, this post was supposed t be posted yesterday, Friday. The laptop died on me and I fell asleep. I was so darn tired because of god knows why also. I'm reporting for work at 2.30pm today . How nice . I can dilly dally and watch tv , have breakfast like a king. Life's good. Next off day is on Monday :)


Have a good weekend ! && oh , if retail is not bringin' me anywhere, I am going t have t change my job-scope into smth else. It's something that I've thought about for the past few days. Luckily, I've got backup.

posted on Thursday, May 19, 2011 at 8:02 AM | 0 cmnt/s

I miss you , I fucking miss you.


The world can be really cruel sometimes. I'm not a sadist nor am I being so emotional . I'm not looking back. I'm moving forward and holding on for tomorrow . I thought the feelings I once had has already you know , disappear or something. But it didn't. Sometimes, it feels like it was just yesterday. I still have everythin' in my head. From our first fight t when we first met . I know you're not perfect and all the bad things you've done but you still managed t make feel like I'm the happiest girl in the world. I just missed you . It's not worth it for me t dwell over the past . It's not worth it for me t cry over someone who's so in love w someone else who's obviously ten times better than I am. 

I know I should had done something when I could but I didn't. It was your call not mine. I can't just cry and beg and do everythin' when you're wasting your time . I don't feel regret. I always believed that things happen for a reason and this may be a blessing in disguise. 

Okay, I'm not crying. I swear . It's true, I'm happy :)


posted on Wednesday, May 18, 2011 at 7:53 PM | 0 cmnt/s

okay okay , I shall be more rajin to update my blog. God knows who's reading it but yeah. Anyways, ever since I've got my alternate 2 days off per week life's been much better. Erm . I've got my time w my friends for movies and catching up w my girls. A little bit of shopping here and there. I try t shop at other places like F21 , MNG . Tryin' not t finish my money by end of this month. Which is like so darn hard I tell you.

I also managed t put my sleeping time back . Yeah , it's not haywire now. Sleeping by mid-night and waking up at 10 in the morning or earlier than that . Feels so good. 





It's like Disney Princess in real life. 

So, on Sunday which was my off day , I had movies w Danial Suhaime at Shaw House Lido. It's been only a week since opening and I've been there trice already. We had t go all the way t CenterPoint because he wanted t eat Swensens and it was he's treat ! No pictures was taken , I can't find a place that sells poloroid films. 




I didn't had Monday's Blues. Like , I ended work at 2.30 pm and also movie was w Taufeeq . It was really really impromptu, I tell you. I should had picked a better movie. Honestly, I didn't really liked it. Heh! 


I thought of havin' some time for myself. Like going t that bookstore and return the books and t borrow more. Yep, I've been reading again. Then again, I'm having my off day tomorrow w no plans so I might as well do my brows and get more books tomorrow. I thought of Zirca tonight but then I have t do set up tonight so like no time like that right . Tsk. I won't get it till like next month ?  I need t get ready for work now.

posted on Monday, May 16, 2011 at 9:51 AM | 0 cmnt/s

I've been out for movies for the past 2 days. 

posted on Wednesday, May 11, 2011 at 8:46 AM | 0 cmnt/s

mind fuckin'.


You see , I don't cry on that day because I realized we're not even friends t begin w and will never be one too. Girls and their mouth . This is why one of the many reasons I enjoy mixing w boys rather than girls. So the drama . & please , I've been through all these during high school. I don't need it again. Don't step over my head just because I've been keeping quiet. Everybody have their limits and you've crossed the line. I'm glad , we all talked about it. Guess who cried ? The ones w the big mouth and who like t talk behind people's back ended up crying. Why ? You were all shot dead and have nothing t say ? It's stupid t fight about it right ? You all kept it t long and don't bother t communicate that is why . 


I just hope one day, you guys will actually realized. Now , I have better things t think about. 

posted on Sunday, May 8, 2011 at 12:45 AM | 0 cmnt/s

so anyway, I am already an official workaholic which is not cool. Again, I am tryin' to balance out my social life and is not happening also. My sleep mode frequency all running out of place. For some people who's fuckin' not happy w the schedule and all she does is show her black face and attitude. If you're not happy , keep it t yourself. Aku malas nak layan orang mcm kau . You can't expect everybody t understand you . UNDERSTAND , you snobbish b.

&& yesterday , even when I was already half past dead I managed t dragged myself t meet up w Myra at Bugis Mrt Station w her friends. ( planned all cock up ) It wasn't hard choosing over Soul , Zirca or Zouk. We ended up at Zouk , the crowd was lesser there. Somehow , I don't really like seeing many many people around me. The music wasn't good though. The best part was I had my favorite girl w me and I got t let my hair down after workin' for 7 days straight. It feels good.

What's my plan for my Sunday ? Well, I'm gonna do my hair and watch movie w Myra! Heh!
ttyl . xx


posted on Wednesday, May 4, 2011 at 9:37 AM | 0 cmnt/s



I'm nervous,excited and scared! All these mixed feelings in me for my first time ever model store at other outlets. erghh . A told me that it's gonna be fine. I am so not cool when I'm havin' like some nervous break-down. not cool , I mean it.

&& I'm feelin' like I'm havin' all the time in the world just because for these 3 days, I'll be workin' erm " night shift" From 9.30 pm t 3.30 am like that ? 

Oh god , please bless me tomorrow! xx

posted on Monday, May 2, 2011 at 7:28 PM | 0 cmnt/s

I felt like a newbie and will be feeling it till I get the hang of it. I would appreciate it if some people have some understanding that it was my 2nd day doing it. I mean, you've been in my position before right? So, I bet you know how it feels. Don't be snobbish just because you now have a higher authority. I don't wish t have conflicts because I see you more than I see my own parents. Yes, I don't take things t heart but that does not mean you can simply show off your attitude. Just accept the fact that I can be better than you and you don't wanna lose everythin' you've worked for.

Just wait and see , okay ? Let time takes it's place and everythin' will fall into places just like how I've planned it.

posted on Sunday, May 1, 2011 at 8:10 PM | 0 cmnt/s

Sunday came too soon.


If I'm still schooling, I'll be having a long weekend . IF that is . Okay fine, I shall not look back. & starting from today, I won't get paid hourly w a $6.50 pay cheque per month instead I'll get a fixed pay w more benefits and an increment based on my performance. If not for me quiting and joining back the company because of my attachment, I've worked for almost 2 years this coming July 2011. I finally made up my mind. The pay might not be much but for someone like me w no house bills t pay or anythin' else , I think I'm perfectly fine. I shall consider myself lucky because some of my friends need t pay part of the house thingy bill thingy & the best part I still get my monthly allowance ! heh! One of the many reasons why I love being the only daughter . 








P/S ; 5 more days t pay day 
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