Pink Chanel I'm just like you

posted on Wednesday, June 29, 2011 at 8:53 PM | 0 cmnt/s

I'm partying tonight w my babygirl ♥.♥
This time, I won't ditch any of you girls. I swear!


Since it's my off day tomorrow so why not right ? I'm not sure if I'm able do make it on other days . I won't be able t make it on all the Saturday's for the whole month of July because I'll be on M for the whole of Sunday's. 0.0 && Yeahhh , I better show up tonight <3


I'll be at New Asia Bar . ( I hope )

posted on Tuesday, June 28, 2011 at 10:19 AM | 0 cmnt/s

There is one thing I've learnt , partying and getting yourself wasted or even trying to forget the world will not change the fact that at the end of the day you're still going t get that same kind of feeling that you felt in the place. I admit , at first I thought it was a good remedy. Well , until one day it hit me . So, I learned it the hard way. It doesn't matter anyway .

But you know, I'm just waiting for time and it's healing . I'm happy . And oh - my - god , I think lady luck is on my side . I've got something huge t share but you know what , I can't blog about it . I'm trying t keep it low profile . Like real only . But really, I don't want the whole world or whoever's reading know much about me .  Something new , I'm trying t work on. Just wish me luck okay! I feel like I'm taking some huge exam . I am totally prepared w a heavy heart though . Like I say, it's kinda bitter sweet thing for me .

If you have t pick between happiness and more money , which will you go for ?

Being happy and not have a comfortable life or not being happy but you can afford anything you want , ANYTHING :) ( except a car lahh , basically nothing huge ) For me , like spending 500 dollars at topshop and splurge on designer's bags ? sighhhhh * 

xx

posted on Sunday, June 26, 2011 at 8:01 PM | 0 cmnt/s



this is so true right ? It was random . E asked me t watched this because I was bored at home a few nights ago . xx



posted on Friday, June 24, 2011 at 6:56 AM | 0 cmnt/s



That stranger I saw the other day was the most important person in the world. It's really funny how can someone suddenly not speak to each other the next day and have someone else t replace . & When I love you's don't mean anything anymore.

I did a little pampering . Hair Mask , Body Scrub and painted my nails w my new China Glaze. I think I wanna buy many many! Heh ^_^ Yah , I stayed home today . Online movies w junks . I'm hoping for my allowance to come in tonight or maybe tomorrow . I am so broke . Urgh!

uh oh , July hurry come! I want t meet S who's gonna be back frm Vegas in July! Bestfriend and I are already planning for USS . I've been dying t go there . We must make it happen! I miss clubbing also . Like long time never go . Let's hope my work is not in the way . I never party for the whole of June . Must wait for next month! && Dad's b'day is coming soon also . Must show him that he's not forgotten :) :) :) 

I took actions for the things I've said . I got the necessary things needed and I'm now waiting for results. It's kinda bitter sweet for me . One of the many reasons why I'm looking forward for July!

Things t look forward ;
- Dad's B'day ( I'll figure something out ) I should like give him a treat .
- Brazilian Waxing @ Stripped on the 8TH w Wati . It's successfully booked! 
- USS w bestfrieend and maybe together w the boys
- Picnic w the boys at ECP . ( must make a date ) I don't know when also 
- loads of bumming around w S at Pasir Ris .
- party party party.

posted on Tuesday, June 21, 2011 at 7:49 AM | 0 cmnt/s



uh oh , look! My China Glaze is already here . Well , not really . It's w Wati . We ordered it together. I really cannot wait t paint my nails! I'll wait for my off day and give myself a little pampering :)

So anyway, after 2 days of model store I'm finally done. && I slept the whole of today . I know right. I was dead beat. There's really nothing much. Well,  I've been staring at the calender for like half an hour figuring out how t make full use of my "RO". Boy , I cannot wait for July . I'm gonna many many off days!

posted on Sunday, June 19, 2011 at 6:41 PM | 0 cmnt/s


See , I'm not fat okay ! Look at my arms ! HAHAHAHA . 

Anyways , I hope everybody had a good weekend . At least , I know I did ! I've been waking up early ( even today ) I think it's locked in my body system or something . I'm actually having a major headache from last night . Maybe because I'm mentally tired ?

So , I had double date w R and his bestfriend , Zul and the girlfriend . GREEN LANTERN 3D . I've been watching movies for like every week eh ? After movies , we had Botak Jones and erm just hanging out somewhere here and there . 

I've got work later at 9.30 pm till like the next day ? . BORING . I would rather stay at the shop floor for 12 hours than doing all those little things in the early morning . But what t do , I have t love what I'm doing right now . & I shall sleep the whole of today .

posted on at 2:38 AM | 0 cmnt/s


HAPPY FATHER'S DAY , AYAH  ♥

You know I will always be daddy's little girl . & no matter what you're still the best father in the whole wide world ! I appreciate every little things . I love you! xoxox


posted on Friday, June 17, 2011 at 7:22 PM | 0 cmnt/s

TGIF!


I finally got my full 8 hours of sleep. I've been waking up as early as 6 in the morning ever since Monday . Not that I'm complaining you know . It's just I'm not that quite of a morning person . && w the fact that I've been working for 6 days straight . I've got my Saturday off ! The best part is, I've got plans for my Saturday :)


Also , the frequency of my sleep will be running out of place for next week due t model store from 9.30 pm till the next day for 2 days straight . -____-" Oh , my poor body system. 


Anyway , last Wednesday was movies w Taufeeq after work . I was out the whole day . From 8 in the morning till 11 at night . Boy, I was half dead already. X-MEN FIRST CLASS . I think Something Borrowed is still the best . 2nd is X-MEN First Class last will have t be Hang Over 2 because it's v v predictable , it's like you know the drill and all .


Oh yeah, I'm still trying t get my words into actions. It needs time and it takes time. It's gonna be the worst and most difficult decision making ever.

posted on Wednesday, June 15, 2011 at 12:00 AM | 0 cmnt/s

 It's time for me t make up my mind . I have t either stay or leave. I have no complaints , put aside all the differences w everything , I pretty much love my current job. Really.   Honestly, you have t face reality w the fact that money comes first or more likely money sort of plays apart even if some say money can't buy love or love makes the world goes round. 

I give myself till the end of this year . I've been thinking about it for quite some time and somehow fate or lady luck is not by my side.  Okay , I'm 20 and I have many things I want t do and many things I can do . Not like I have t serve the nation or anything like that right ? I have all the time in the world. I admit , I'm scared . This whole world of mine is my comfort zone . Even when I'm at work , I'm so used and pampered w what I have w my surroundings. Everybody was there for me. I'm never independent . NEVER . How like that ? 

Retail for all your life ? Is this what I really want ? I can't have the best of both worlds. I have to choose .

posted on Tuesday, June 14, 2011 at 8:00 AM | 0 cmnt/s

It's not like I'm stuck in the past or what . I mean , I'm just not ready . It's not like I erm going through some "anti - love " thing when I say , I swore that all boys are assholes and jerks or whatsoever . It's not that . I am not one of those who can just open up and share half of my life w some stranger one fine day and everything turns out t be fine . Maybe one or two casual dates once in a while is fine but holding hands and going much more is kinda too much for me . I've not been looking back, ( okay maybe once or twice ) but I'm just not like the rest moving on w someone else that fast . Or like M said ; I never give myself a chance . Maybe I don't but who cares right ? 



posted on Monday, June 13, 2011 at 12:15 AM | 0 cmnt/s




Last night's supper :)


It's been so so so damn long since I last went t Simpang . Oh wait , we all went there on V'day, this year. Yepp! Not w TSTM but w my classmates. So anyways , it still felt like ages! Eh, do you think I've gained weight or something ? It looks like it eh. Just when things are getting better , I am getting fatter . oh-em-gee. 


Maybe because I'm happy ? or I cannot make up my mind t be skinny skinny or a little bit meat-ier or something . Like have curves or something . Yeah, something like that . Firzo says I look chubbier and Iani said I've gained like MAJOR . I do weight checks every 2 weeks because of my doc's appointment. I stand at a height of 164 and I weigh around 52 kG , how's that ? Still fat ah ? Okay, maybe because erm I'm happy ? I'm really happy ? Not happy happy but just average ? or the angle of the camera . Yeah , maybe it's that .


Today , I felt like a bloody cunt . I was told that VM Course starts today at 8 am . I was so into it and all got my momentum and all . Left the house early and took the train instead of the bus so that I won't be late only t know that the thingy was revised and postponed t the 15TH instead.  EVERYBODY ELSE KNEW ABOUT IT EXCEPT US . I don't blame em' . Maybe they're just busy or what . We laughed our asses off feeling ridiculously stupid and silly like some idiots and walked out and went home less than half and hour later. I can't complain , can I ? I mean , I choose t be in this line . Last minute changes , spending more time at work are bound t happen . I'm not mad, really . 

posted on Thursday, June 9, 2011 at 7:59 AM | 0 cmnt/s







Christine! She's like the coolest "pinoy" I've ever met . She's one of my workmate . 

I had movies again. && I finally got my hands on Cold Stone Birthday Bash Remix Ice Cream. Nyummeh. Anyway, I'll be going for VM course this coming Monday at KB . I'm excited and nervous because I don't what t expect . I hope it won't be tough. I know I've been telling some people if I've got better job offers , I'll go for it . But you see, I'm so used and pretty much content w the surroundings and management so quitting my job is not really on the top of my list. I know the pay's isn't much at all. 

posted on Wednesday, June 8, 2011 at 7:21 PM | 0 cmnt/s

Breakfast Meeting @ scape.










The theme was Vibrant Colours!

Maybe because I'm only 20 and I'm v playful so I think that its like a some principle talk or something. But it's a good talk for people who wants t take retail seriously.

Anyway, I had like 22 hours of sleep and I'm still sleepy. It's like 10 in the morning now . I think I'll have a quick nap before going out w C later . xx

posted on Tuesday, June 7, 2011 at 9:37 AM | 0 cmnt/s






We had good food , gotten our nails done. ( which I think, from now I only go for pedicure because my nails cannot last for more than a week! due t vm ) thanks huh. I wasted $15 for my one day only. && we both enjoyed the Hangover 2! I know I know , I am supposed t watch it w the boys once Feeq is back. 


Anyway , who goes t scape at 7.15 in the morning ? WTC goes there at 7 in the morning! I'll be attending the breakfast meeting . It's a themed event . I roughly know what I'm gonna wear . I  put 3 bottoms and 2 tops aside . I'll decide in my sleep tonight for tomorrow's outfit . Plus , Thursday my off day which I'm staying home . I'm gonna be all out for tomorrow. 

posted on Sunday, June 5, 2011 at 7:49 AM | 0 cmnt/s

Fun Dining w movies on a rainy Sunday .




I'll update soon . I'm just so tired . 

posted on Thursday, June 2, 2011 at 9:35 AM | 0 cmnt/s

DAY #3

&& it's my last day of MC . I didn't quite enjoy it . I did practically everything on bed. Like ,watching movies , skype , webcam and etc . Because I spent 2 days on bed and not leaving the house , I'm actually having major headache right now . Best part , I'm doing morning shift tomorrow . pffft .So anyway, I had my brows done at the usual . ( I like gg t places that I'm used to ) . The facial person whom I see twice a week says evertyhin' is much better compared t the last time we met. Which is a good thing. Spending around $300 to $400 per week is no joke you know. I had a sense of relieved and kinda happy about it too. I had my retail therapy . I went t TSTO t get my sales reservations. I'm left w erm 3 t 4 pieces left ? I spent around 80 plus ? Which is not bad , eh ?

Bought : 

Jamie Jeans
Brown Skinny Belt 

Things on hold :

Coral Toga Dress ( planning t wear for new asia bar or zirca next week )
White Bag 
Purple slip on top


I also had lunch w A and BFF at Starbucks, Tampines. I've got like complimentary drinks and cakes on the house because of the card thingy which is on hold ! I'm savin' it for this Sunday !



posted on Wednesday, June 1, 2011 at 9:30 PM | 0 cmnt/s

Those were times when nothing else matter.


















We were like the best of friends. We don't work , no boyfriends . It was just US . 


I know they will never betray me. I know , they won't . I'm sorry . I've forgotten all of you guys.  

Hey S , I heard you've moved t the States . Mayb , I didn't get you text or call because I changed my number . When was the last time we last met ? Really ? 
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