Pink Chanel I'm just like you

posted on Friday, August 26, 2011 at 11:32 PM | 0 cmnt/s



Being a human being, I tend to ignore things around me. I may not be a good example of a good Islam but that does not make me that of a bad person. 

That's it , I'm telling the whole world that work's a bitch. I don't know how can some people can endure it for 5/6 or maybe less but more than 3 years ? I mean, really ? Do you guys have any motivation or errr secret to share ? Please do . The most common reason they give is " Patience is a virtue " God damn it , I heard that a million times. Don't you think that I have enough patience too ? I know that some , their responsibilities is not as much as I am . Oh well , I know I'm still okay w it . If I love someone or something , I know I can go far w whatever shit I get from em'. Right now , I want to further my studies. Sticking to my current job till god knows when is pretty much a good idea because I know it's stable. 

The Festive Season is like literally around the corner. I've got my outfits plus , wedge . I just need t get a freaking clutch bag. Aldo would probably be a good idea. Maybe tomorrow , I'll drop by town for clutch hunting and a bit of this and that . Since I'm gonna be morning for the next few days. heh heh . I need t update my wardrobe into this season ,  autumn/winter . Not that I mean , thick jackets and all . Just cute knitwear i've been seeing around. A change of warm colours will do also . I need t start dressing up because I get so ermm low self esteem when all the other vms are dressing up. 

This week , I've been staying home and meeting Nat for late nights. That is all . 

posted on Saturday, August 20, 2011 at 11:41 AM | 0 cmnt/s



the wonders of make - up. well , and yeah my phone is not clear anyway. 

They say, ignorance is bliss. After all the nasty things I've heard , I totally had enough. I am  done being dumb and naive and not to forget how gullible I can be sometimes. So what if I've learned it the hard way, bottom line is ,I don't make the same mistakes twice. Yes , I am that of a strong person. Slowly, I will learn to keep things to myself. Pardon me, if I opened up too much . 

Enough said. I'm waiting for my nails to dry before heading to bed. Finally, I can paint my nails! I hate having naked nails. With just ten days left , I had t skip because of you know what. 

Girls and their drama's. Seriously ? I mean , I've always thought you're the mature one and I had so much respect for you. What the hell girl, you've just drop something & that is your face in trash can. Poor thing.  So young and already rushing for time . 

posted on Thursday, August 18, 2011 at 2:50 AM | 0 cmnt/s

hurry up, please! I want t be treated like a princess on my birthday! I know, I said I wasn't looking forward. But I kind of change my mind already :) :)




Since, I'm working night shifts. ( Is not an everyday or every month thing is just every season ) I have the time to blog a little bit here and there. & because it is fasting month all the muslims get to leave by at least 4.30 a.m . Heh Heh. Best eh ? I had to do one mini wall. Gosh, building up a wall is so much harder than it seems. I swear. I felt like crying. Plus I was alone . A couldn't make it. Thank god for N who was willing t be my friend for 3 days. I was deadbeat , slept since 7 am and I woke up like at 5 plus ? 

Life is still as dramatic as ever. I've been keeping to myself lately. Besides the fact that my mouth has been a bitch . I mean, who don't talk behind others right ? Everybody does. I won't talk about you unless you're my close friend. Other than that , nothing else matter. My schedule is forever changing.  It's been changing ever since. I can't believed I'm actually looking forward for next week . I tell you when it's really official. Right now , it's still in the air. 

xoxo

posted on Friday, August 12, 2011 at 7:32 AM | 0 cmnt/s

Firstly, apologies for not updating much. I don't think I want to make such effort for my blog anymore. I would rather have enough sleep you know. I've been spending a lot of my time w my friends and of course half the time at work. I told you that my August is not gonna good. In fact, it's even worst than expected. I just want to get it done and over with and put everything behind me. Also, not wanting history to repeat itself. 

It all happened when August came flying in and it totally crashed on the first week. My tolerance for everything was so damn low even till today. & the best part, it's only the second week of the month. Anyway, it didn't affect my social life. It's the fasting month and I avoided alcohol and non-halal food. I had Iftar Session w Iani Richie and meet up w some of my old friends. S is already back in S'pore. She'll be here for another week or two and will be going back to Atlantic pretty soon. :(  We had like a lot of catching up to do. I'm glad we still keep in touch.


Serenia Harris 


Iani Richie


Raihanna Rosli


Liana 

ilovemygirls.


I got used to the whole F , F and MF shifts thing. 5 working days and 2 off days a week. I have plenty of time for myself and my friends. Only thing is that model store is coming next week and I'm gonna work from 9.30 pm till 5.30 or earlier ? Again, my sleep timing will jam I tell you! I'm really keen to learn more on VM. I passed my mini VM assessment. Up next , is the model store exam where I need to build up a wall. Oh god, wish me luck for that .



I've learned not to be naive and trust anybody so easily. Be it a boy or a girl. Do not open up to everybody even if you see them everyday. I don't know how can some people live w the guilt in them. It's really a lesson learnt. I don't make the same mistake twice. It hit me hard. I must learn to be a very reserved person. It's always easier said than done. When a trust is broken , everything else falls apart.
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